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Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Well the 7th day of school is over, and so far it isn't really bad. Work is fine so far, and it isn't too overwhelming. Obviously it won't stay like that for long, but I'll enjoy the free time I'm getting for now.

Sometime during school I just had a thought. Apparently it coincides with the GP comprehension passage my class just did. Should I stop getting irritated with the people in school? The work, the overly zealous attitudes and other stuff as well? Generally speaking, I believe most people are like that because they want a good future and stuff, get into a good university and get a good job. Given a choice, I believe they wouldn't really care much. Of course, there is an eccentric group of people who would want to continue.

Also, my youth is ending. The school system of living will end in less than 10 months for me. I never really liked the way such schools operate, But I wouldn't be seeing new people each year after that, and I won't be looking at people do crazy stuff like throw people into dustbins.

Sure, going to a university and working gives me classes to interact with, but unfortunately, most people in their twenties seem to lose that kind of vigour and life that teenagers possess. I mean, they don't have to go around doing stunts, but I have this odd dread feeling that life after university (maybe even during) will be too serious and boring. Until now, I still love to do immature things. It makes life fun and interesting. Immaturity brings fun into a serious and solemn period of time. A mature person has to find a proper and usual place to have fun. For example, find a computer to play games on, or travel to the park to play some outdoor sports. In short, they need a fixed place. With immaturity, the environment becomes a playground. Of course, I don't go too far with my immaturity, I avoid things like vandalism and stuff. Just plain fun.

What does adulthood hold for me? Stress? Bills? Acting like you're not interested in what the youth are doing, and you really feel like joining them? What if I decide to do something fun 10 years from now, and people will stare at me like I'm a complete retard, while someone 10 years younger just gets a disapproving look? I won't be forgiven for a wrong/odd deed just because I'm not a teenager anymore, right?

How ironic. 2 posts ago I was just ranting about how I can't wait for the next 3 years of life to end. Now I'm wishing that time will stop.

And if I starting typing posts with more and more complex words, its maybe because I'm trying to get used to writing like that, since I need it for GP.

Oh, and congratulations to Obama. Hope you're having fun in the White House.

posted @ 10:17 pm
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